this year has been okay

This year has been okay because being able to sit at the top of a hill you just pedaled up, feel the air passing through your body, look down and feel high on life is quite wonderful.

There were times that it felt like the earth has a hidden life - weird.

Some people are looking to space as the last frontier of exploration, I wish I would join them. Still, there are so many other 'spaces' left to explore; others have existed forever, and others I just create as the days (and nights) go by.

Every year has been a story as each year is a new story - all mine. 2010 here I come.

Changes

The more I change, the more I become like you

Peaceful inside with deep emotions, out of the blue. Sending out well-portrayed messages, every time, at sunset, you are my chosen soul mate.

Someone else

I wish I could see you through a telescope lens so I could see all signs and signals - if any - up close and clear. So many rear views got me tired.

Staring at the Wall

Silence never stops - until I sell out everything. There is no meaning in any wine glass or glass of wine.

Extremes of sweet and sour - that's all i have. Well, i guess is better than do nothing but wait. Lets walk on the sand for hours. Lets kiss without senses.

I am missing you now

Let it go

I've got to leave it gone

Has the bubble burst?

Yes, it has burst and the boom may be gone forever. The spa bath bubble has burst and I finally got a clear view of the sky. The sky is dark - it is dark but it is clear. Dark as a black colored fuck. Clear as a kissed out sinking boat.

I stare at the ground in silence, I am over and out and I am so nothing-left-to-say.

Yes, i am here

I am Here. Yes, I am here. I am here and not there - for a change.
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I am still Here, this time. Where are you? Look at me, before I sleep.

Over, the Rainbow(s)

I have been over the hill and it is not all that bad. Not bad at all, though much different. I saw three 'rainbows' yesterday - all came at a surprise. A light refraction and reflection in the air on this sunny day first. A light refraction as the light passed from a glass window into the air at the entrance of a local shop, right after.

Cleansing and Changing - I feel.

I am thinking that it is too late to still be punishing myself as I watch the wet dark hair of the man playing under the rain waiting for me...and there you are with the Rainbow in your hand.

Surprise me.

Still be

I met a man and had a smile like yours. It made me want to drink a 'case' of him.